No, not about the apartment. We love it. We are doing great, love the patio, the view. The electric and water bill were lower than expected. We bought a TV. We ordered a table for it. We pick it up tomorrow and assemble it. Then June 8th we get cable hooked up. Haven't had it in years.
So what did I change my mind about? It's a long story, and difficult to tell, but in short, it's spiritual and it involves my daughter, the one who died. I had to change because my health was spiraling downward. I needed to learn to live again for the people who love me.
Because of this change, I am now less stressed and my blood sugar is more under control.
Let me just throw some links out here for you to explore.
What 1000s of Near Death Experiences Can Tell us About Death
The Other Side
Near Death Experience Research Foundation Home Page